from audio transcription
I was babysitting for a young white woman. I was taking care of her two daughters, a four-year-old and a six-month-old who looked like my niece. I was living at the house while the woman was away on an island vacation. The 4-year-old was coaching me as I struggled to change diapers. The baby liked me but she would recoil when I tried to kiss her. At the end, the mom said she was extending her vacation. I felt I was being responsible while she was having a great time.
How do I interpret that? That’s easy. Clearly I’m starting to reject the idea of doing all the work and being taken for granted. As for the baby recoiling from me, there’s that feeling of here I do everything for you and you still fear me. You like me but you don’t like me as much as I like you.
Anyway I’ll keep sleeping.