dreams from night of 7/20 and 7/21
I get into a violent fight with Saint after we are reunited after seventeen years. We exchange curse words and words about our past(when my Borderline rage manifested in a web of lies and betrayals via letters.)I lunge at him, punching him repeatedly in the face and chest. We are separated by my brother and several other male friends(T, Izzy, and Soldier) as Saint casts threats that he will get me.

In a second dream, a baby girl, my daughter, is taken from my arms as I cry in protest. My mother tries to calm me down but I can’t stop sobbing.