without my bff. It feels strange. True, I have been without a best friend in the past. The DJ and I stopped being best friends a long time ago, even before last month’s decision to truly disconnect myself from him. But not having someone to confide in or laugh at my silliness makes me feel a bit lonely. I have many people to talk to, most of whom are supportive and loving. Now I just have to accept that for the next four months, I won’t have my best friend around at all. It will be a test of my friendship with myself.